*Trigger Warning* As someone who has struggled with mental health their whole life and has lost many…

*Trigger Warning*

As someone who has struggled with mental health their whole life and has lost many family members to it, please reach out if you're feeling suicidal or even depressed and feel yourself heading that way. There are so many resources. I know it's so much harder to ask for help but I urge you to do so for yourself and for the sake of your family. I have been hospitalized many times in my life for deep depression. I won't lie. It sucks. It has also saved my life. My father is currently in ICU after attempting to take his own life last night. They are not positive if he still has brain activity left. That will be determined in the next 24 hours. He is intubated and has shown no sign of waking up. This may be the way I lose my father. Mental health is a real illness and should be treated as such. Much love to everyone and thank you to anyone reading. 💜🙏🏻