Sorry if I vent a little too much... But this depression is hitting me hard. I feel so alone in this pregnancy. This will be my 3rd child and I feel like Im still doing everything by myself. Even with the father involved. I wanna have a baby shower but how with little to no funds. And working a job is out of the question when wont nobody hire me. Im just ready to give up. Say forget the baby shower and just try to figure everything out as it goes I guess Idk. I just wish I had help.