I feel really sad and guilty...... with my first pregnancy I didn’t feel as excited as I do with this one 😣 idk if it’s because things were horrible with my ex husband and his family or what. I look at my little girl and just want to hold her and cry.
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Hey mama. That did nothing to your little girl! That’s completely understandable. Try to think of all you are doing for her now. Maybe do some scrapbooking? With baby #2 I had a lot of different emotions including guilt and I didn’t feel a connection until he was born. I don’t feel bad about it though. You could have gotten an abortion and you didn’t! You dedicated yourself to that little life and took care of yourself during the pregnancy to give her the best chance, you then got out of that relationship and got yourself in a healthy place. You are a rock star!
Awww 💕 thank you so much for your kind words. Yeah with my daughter it took me a while to feel a connection and I used (still kinda do) hate myself for it, I always felt like a bad mom . As time went by I noticed I was just so damaged by my ex husband, his family and his ex that I needed to heal and learn to love myself. It was such a dark place for me, but now Iv came so far and I see life different. My daughter was truly a beautiful blessing for me because I did suffer so much while being pregnant with her and even after but I learned so much about how life really is.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
I will be 41 :/
AF due 29th, anyone else?
Hi all AF is due 29th Sept for me feels like forever away. Has anyone tested yet or when do you plan on testing x
hormones!! and. being pregnant is hard and worse when the relationship is falling apart. we know you love your 1st just enjoy this pregnancy and have #1 help enjoy it