I am a little nervous and worried about how things will be in the next couple months. I’ll be done…

I am a little nervous and worried about how things will be in the next couple months.

I’ll be done working in about a month, which means I only have 4ish paychecks left before I won’t be making money anymore.

I’m hoping I make it to my due date of October 17th.

Our lease is up on Halloween. Stupid ass day for a rental lease to be up. But anyway...

I don’t know how I’m going to start packing while pregnant. I don’t know how I’m going to clean up the apartment (like, deep cleaning/ moving out kind of cleaning) with a newborn. I don’t even know where to begin on figuring out how to transfer my kid to a different school in a different city, or how his IEP for speech will be honored somewhere else, or if this place will have a waiting list for preschools for my little guy...

or how life will be living with my in-laws.

It’s just all starting to feel more and more real.