I don’t know why I do this to myself. I take vacations without my husband because he always is working, but every time I do it I regret it. Well I did it again and told my husband I would go visit his mother in Florida who isn’t in good health, and most of the trip went well until we got to the hotel. My cooped up toddler went crazy messing with everything, wouldn’t listen like he usually does.. blah blah blah etc... As he is now sleeping I feel so awful and guilty I lost my cool with him to the point I actually spanked him (not hard enough to hurt but it scared him obviously) God I feel like the worst mom ever and wish I could take it back... sorry this is so long, I guess I just need to vent 🤷🏻‍♀️