I feel like i am losing myself and my mind ...between having 4 kids two of them being back to back in the last 2 years ,not having absolutely no help and no break on top of my kids father being very sick to where i am in and out of the hospital and taking care of him none stop , i know i have post partum i am under so much pressure i am literally feeling like at any moment i am gonna explode like i am tedering on the edge 😩😔