Going through Facebook deleting pictures and i come across this. He had just come back from…

Going through Facebook deleting pictures and i come across this. He had just come back from Michigan, "detoxing" himself. Trying to on his own anyways. Away from Tampa. Our home. And everything he knows. His family lives there. Thinking that'll help. It was only for a month. Came back right before Christmas. Looking very healthy and back to his self. Which a month later is when we found out about having our first kid together (Savannah) well that detox didnt last long. Now 2 years later, everything is falling apart. And i dont even recognize him. Drugs will change you...... Physically, emotionally and mentally. Sucks even more. If i can say that. When the person is in really big denial. So you know help will not be here soon. Because no matter how harsh, bluntly truthful, love and care you are to them. They wont see it unless they are ready and wont to. Never been this bad off. I wish i could drop him off at a program weather he likes it or not. But it doesn't work that way.