I'm in the last little stretch before baby gets here, it could happen any day now.. I'm already on…

I'm in the last little stretch before baby gets here, it could happen any day now.. I'm already on maternity leave but I've been feeling so abandoned by my two best friends...and I don't think it's being done intentionally, I just feel very alone with nothing to do..and everytime I reach out to try and make plans with them they don't have time for me..I'm trying to keep myself busy but there's only so much I can do on my own or with my significant other during the day..he's still going to work.. I find myself crying a lot when I'm alone and I don't want to feel this way...I'm the first out of my friends to be having a child and Its not the same opening up to someone who just doesn't understand how it feels..I just feel so petty and selfish for feeling the way I do..