Sometimes I really want to take my daughter to her dads so I can get a break or message him and be…

Sometimes I really want to take my daughter to her dads so I can get a break or message him and be like hey she’s asking for you but I’ve been putting in so much effort to make sure she has everything she needs in both households, and spending so much to travel taking her back and forth that I’m exhausted. It’s likely that I’m in the beginning of pregnancy so it’s hard trying to keep up with her running off of little food and zero energy on top of feeling depressed but I refuse to beg him to be a parent.