I feel like a first time mom all over again. I need a Breastfeeding refresher..
I went to a lactation consultant. I assumed I wouldn’t have any problems because I’ve done this before, but different baby different problems. I had the basics and knew more what to expect.
I went to the lactation consultant with my second and it was really helpful!! I didn’t think I would need to, but each baby is different and it was a good refresher!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
It will come back, but it’s baby’s first time. I had to correct my son’s latch and use a nipple shield to assist him the first night. After that he was a pro. I loved that I knew what to do. I knew what it should feel like and I knew what to ask for. It just came back to me. But there is no harm in taking a breastfeeding class or watching a few videos on YouTube. Your hospital probably has a lactation consultant you can ask for after baby arrives.