Ik my kid not that old yet but I still think about like 2 or 3 weeks ago when I had him. N I'm so happy his here finally. But when I think about that day when I was in n out of sleep while they was getting him outta me( C-section) everything thing that led up to that point and when I look @ him sometimes I just wanna cry. N I hate a lot of things that's goin on around me n my family cause he didn't ask to b born. But it let's me know that God sent him to me 4 a reason. Even when I went thru all the bs with the doctors cause I'm plus size. His heart beat was always strong and loud. I am blessed that God picked me to b his mother. I love him to death