I feel like I'm having contractions because of the pain and where it's at and how it keeps going…

I feel like I'm having contractions because of the pain and where it's at and how it keeps going away and coming back, but cervix is still closed and my water has not broken.... so the doctor just says stay home and off my feet if I can. Oh and we just got word that my husband might get deployed in the next few weeks because of the hurricane coming in. OMG.... 😭😭 I want this baby out but I can't handle this pain much longer...... God help me.