So I’ve spent the last week in the hospital. I was in so much the week prior and didn’t know what was really going on with my body. Turns out my kidneys are failing. I’ve always had high blood pressure and I haven’t had a full biopsy done my kidneys since my teens. The doctors seem so baffled that I never got it check when they were the ones who never took it serious enough in the first place.
So I had a biopsy done on Friday won’t know the results until Wednesday and the doctor thinks based on my blood work that the only thing left to do it dialysis. So that’s his plan is to start dialysis and get me on the waiting list for a transplant. But again we’re waiting for the results from the biopsy to see if there could be anyway I could do medication instead of dialysis.
Idk how to feel about all of it. I knew eventually it would come to this point since I was told I would need dialysis before I would turn 18 and was told I wouldn’t live past 25 and that I could never have children or become pregnant even though I was pregnant with my daughter last year but lost her at 17 weeks. I know miracles can happen and I’m hoping for the best. Just didn’t think it’d all happen so quickly.
So as of now my ttc journey is on hold and will be for a long while as far as I can tell. It saddens my heart but I need to get myself back to 100% of health if at all possible.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.



So i havent posted much, but my husband that i left in November was murdered earlier this week. His funeral is tomorrow. I would really appreciate all the prayers me and our son could get. Thank you🖤🖤
I have had horrible headaches for the past 3 days ! Does anyone know what this could mean ?? I never had headaches like this when I was pregnant with my son
Hey I’m 26 with two children #myfirstpost
Okay I’ll be real and explained why I joined, I didn’t know I could be looked up or anyone would actually see this post, I was informed someone I know has been stealing pics and I came to look and see what’s going on if any of mine were on there or anyone else I knew. I just typed until it let me post since it was required before I could look around on the app.
Sorry to hear about that hun ! Prayers for you and your family !