My beautiful little girl went to be with God, her baby sister, and her uncle yesterday morning! I wish so badly that she was still here with me. She was my best friend and my rock. My beautiful sweet baby! My heart went with her! I will never stop missing you my beAutiful Hannah Nicole! Moms always trust your gut feeling and NEVER believe a doctor when they try to change your mind. My baby would still be here with me if the doctors just listened. She went to have a pik line put in which is like ...

just did my glucose test and im so amped up on sugar right now...i keep shutting my eyes to doze off and then i get extremely awake again! lol i started having Braxton Hicks contractions from the intensity of it meanwhile my son was kicking my guts in half. lol it was like Tang times 10!! i loved it... 💗😂😴😲

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I’m so tired but I can’t sleep. Every time I lay the baby down he wakes up after like 10 minutes. 😴

You know. I keep seeing all these posts from people complaining about this or that about their pregnancy and how horrible it is. Yeah I get it everyone's pregnancy is different. But, I'm just think to myself, there is a lot worse coming to you if you think the little pregnancy symptoms are horrible. Just wait till you're up in your late second going on third trimester. It doesn't get any f***ing easier. Or try carrying twins. 😆 Sorry for the mean little rant but let's be real. A LOT of women hav...