Ok so ive told my story where i lost my baby and my lil sister is pregnant 2. Well i talked with her yesterday and she lives with my dad my papaw my uncle his girlfriend and there baby.. I cant stand his girlfriend. But what pisses me off is that when i lost my baby she told my sister that maybe it was my mom telling me i shouldnt have a kid with my bf... I was so fuckin pissed like r u fuckin serious.. My mother and my bf had a rocky relationship in the beginning but she learn 2 love him when i moved away cause she knee i loved him... I dont wanna use the word HATE for her but i really dislike her... How she glnna talk about my dead mother and the baby i just lost??? There is nothing wrong with my bf. He loves me he loves my daughter had been taking care of her since shes been 2 and she is now 8... Yea we have had our differences but we have always got past them... He doesnt do drugs he drinks sometimes but he doesnt get drunk. My uncle is old enough 2 b his gf fsther literally. Hes 50 and shes in her late 20s. He beats her and he is on hard drugs and she has a 2 yr old with him.. Like r u fuckin serious???
Sry so long RANT OVER
Thank u.. And i know if my mom and jesus had anything 2 do with my happiness i would still b pregnant. I think my baby had something wrong with it. So i think my mother didnt want me 2 go through that pain. She knew how much pain i went through when she was sick and died on me i dont think she wanted more pain so she took Phoenix from me and now my baby is watching over me with my mother in heaven
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Religion Conspiracy/Theory
**This is not to bash peoples religion and beliefs but to talk about our own theories and ideas** I would like to discuss a certain topic that came to mind after talking to my SO. I know some of you ladies like a good conspiracy talk so i would like to have a good discussion and hear thoughts of others. So back story my SO friends got very offended when he mentioned not believing in god or religion and it got me thinking. Is religion a failing form of goverment cont...
Probably jealous of what you have in reality. IF your mother had any control, she would have known how much you wanted that baby and would have choose your happiness. Don’t let that fool get to you!