I FUCKED UP.
my brother came banging on my door, loud enough to wake me and my kids. (we live together. in my mom's house. kids & I share a room.) he said that his girlfriend told him something about what I told her in confidence..
I told her how my sister's dad did some stuff to me when I was around my daughter's age.. & that I remember my brother being there. I remember details so vividly. it's something I haven't seen in a movie. so, why is it in my head? anyway, I guess she told him something and now he's banging on everyone's doors & yelling. my mom said he's now saying he was molested. I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK TO DO. I'm terrified to even leave my room. I've NEVER seen him this angry. why did I even think it was okay to speak about something like this!?? IM FREAKING OUT.