I’ve been a person to question god a time or two but since my sons been born I’ve prayed more than ever. Every time I’ve…

I’ve been a person to question god a time or two but since my sons been born I’ve prayed more than ever. Every time I’ve had a pregnancy scare I’ve prayed for it to not be my time yet and to bless this woman I know of who’s been trying for years and recently had a miscarriage because I can just tell how bad she wanted it and I just am not ready for a second one. As you can tell from my last post I must have had a chemical pregnancy or something which to me I just feel it was best BUT I just checked Facebook and she got confirmation today she’s pregnant with her rainbow baby. 💕😭 I’m so happy for her. It all just seems to make sense to me.