My “Pap” passed away today and it’s just really taking a toll on me. I have my brother’s KOC…

My “Pap” passed away today and it’s just really taking a toll on me. I have my brother’s KOC appointment tomorrow morning and I have a graduation Saturday morning and a festival for my SO’s fire department Saturday evening, a graduation Monday for my little brother and an awards ceremony Monday for my little cousin. And now to add funeral and burial into all of that is just extremely overwhelming. He wasn’t my biological grandfather but he’s been my Pap since I was too little to even remember. He was my favorite person at all of my family get togethers and I’m heart broken that my daughter doesn’t get to know him. I feel like this has just hit my last button and now I just don’t even want to deal with score appointments and graduations and festivals and ceremonies. I’m just so hurt and overwhelmed at this point that I don’t even want to leave my bed 😩