Thank you for your words, I really needed them today. Ian would have been here April 26th. When way Ella's due date? I feel like I love in my head even though I try to be present for my daughter. I feel so angry at the world like no one listened or Ian would have been here. Ella and Ian are definitely playing and having so much fun together. I can imagine the fear you hold daily being pregnant again. You have my greatest, utmost respect. I pray we're blessed again, but fear consumes me and my husband. We're older, who's to say it won't happen again, you know.
we are having a BBQ and will be surrounded by family on her due date. It’s scary but my doctor is taking every precaution and I’ll be seeing a MFM doctor throughout this pregnancy. We are just enjoying everyday as though it could be the last
not yet. Although I fully expect to be. I’ve been prepping for being on bedrest. Just Incase that’s where the first appointment takes me. I’m honestly not even excited for summer because I know her due date is approaching.
I'm with you, I just want holidays to go away and time to rewind to when my son was still with us. I feel so guilty over this, but it's honestly how I feel.
I feel the same way. Yes I should be grateful for my living daughter, and I am. I put on a brave face and pretend I’m alright. I can’t help but think about my baby girl who should still be here. Hopefully your little Ian and my little Ella are playing. Free from pain and worry they both knew nothing but love.
@februarymomx2 wether an angel in heaven or here on earth though your still her momma a just know she will be watching over you and wishing you a happy mothers day tomorrow !!!!
Maria·
Мама двоих (младенец), ждёт третьего
Thank you for your words, I really needed them today. Ian would have been here April 26th. When way Ella's due date? I feel like I love in my head even though I try to be present for my daughter. I feel so angry at the world like no one listened or Ian would have been here. Ella and Ian are definitely playing and having so much fun together. I can imagine the fear you hold daily being pregnant again. You have my greatest, utmost respect. I pray we're blessed again, but fear consumes me and my husband. We're older, who's to say it won't happen again, you know.
Jasmine··
Мама двоих (младенец), ждёт третьего
we are having a BBQ and will be surrounded by family on her due date. It’s scary but my doctor is taking every precaution and I’ll be seeing a MFM doctor throughout this pregnancy. We are just enjoying everyday as though it could be the last
Maria··
Мама двоих (младенец), ждёт третьего
@februarymomx2 I really like the idea of the family BBQ. Stay off your feet and rest as much as possible. Are you on bed rest?
Jasmine··
Мама двоих (младенец), ждёт третьего
not yet. Although I fully expect to be. I’ve been prepping for being on bedrest. Just Incase that’s where the first appointment takes me. I’m honestly not even excited for summer because I know her due date is approaching.
Maria·
Мама двоих (младенец), ждёт третьего
I'm with you, I just want holidays to go away and time to rewind to when my son was still with us. I feel so guilty over this, but it's honestly how I feel.
Jasmine··
Мама двоих (младенец), ждёт третьего
I feel the same way. Yes I should be grateful for my living daughter, and I am. I put on a brave face and pretend I’m alright. I can’t help but think about my baby girl who should still be here. Hopefully your little Ian and my little Ella are playing. Free from pain and worry they both knew nothing but love.
💎Stacie💎·
💎Stacie💎·
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Jasmine··
Мама двоих (младенец), ждёт третьего
My daughter was born at 20 weeks in February. Holidays have just been a reminder of what should’ve been instead of what is.
💎Stacie💎··
@februarymomx2 aww I'm sorry to hear that love .
💎Stacie💎··
@februarymomx2 wether an angel in heaven or here on earth though your still her momma a just know she will be watching over you and wishing you a happy mothers day tomorrow !!!!
N👼🏾💙A💕👧🏾A💕👧🏾·
Same here and I feel bad because I should be