Feeling a little discouraged tonight, Bryson is 3 days old now and I’m trying my hardest to bf but…

Feeling a little discouraged tonight, Bryson is 3 days old now and I’m trying my hardest to bf but he will not latch, he saw his dr today and no tongue tie or lip tie etc, I saw a lactation specialist and even she had issues helping me get him on, so I am pumping as much as possible and trying to feed in between but have to supplement formula in between when I can’t get him on breast or pump enough since we just got home and I can use my pump now. I just feel like a failure. My boobs hurt SO bad and pumping isn’t seeming to relieve much pressure. I know either way as long as he’s fed that’s what matters but I just feel defeated by it already and makes me feel like I’m failing him. Just needed to rant a minute 😩 other than that he’s perfect and such a content baby. I love him SO much!!