Did anyone suffer from PPD? If so how did you cope? I am really struggling. I don’t feel connected to my little one and haven’t since she was born 4months. She cries and I get upset to the point I can’t take care of her. I just don’t know what to do.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I just woke up one day and realized this is my life now, either be scared and hopeless everyday or open my eyes, accept and learn new things everyday. It took a few months , but my daughter became so easy for me. I knew every little detail and thing about her. It was special and i felt so proud. I went to my dr. at first and was prescribed anti depressants but those did absolutely nothing for me... i just had to change how i felt about being a mother. Good luck💜