Hi! Its really lonely if youre a stay at home mom and your man is working far. I got two kids with no one to watch them but only me. Totally exhausting. Sometimes depressing. Whos in the same foot as i do?
@mamaamal oh ok. Is this the real one right here? Well then. This is bad.
@mamaamal well my husband still wanted me to work online even if im doing everything at home. But its hard! I cook, i clean, i have two kids, im breast feeding, i need to pay bills, do groceries, i have no drivers license. I feel like my husband is so demanding..
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@mamaamal we all have our depressing situation..