Мамлайф — приложение для современных мам

Hi, everyone! My name is Natalie, I’m a first time mama and…

Hi, everyone! My name is Natalie, I’m a first time mama and I’m 18weeks along. I’m really into natural birthing concepts, and I plan to give birth at home. I love my dogs, and have been wanting to learn more about freebirth, with the assistance of someone close to me. My only hang up is that I took progesterone 100mg for the first 14 weeks of pregnancy, which is causing me some regret. My significant other and I are currently, and sadly “on the rocks”, which has been really hard for me emotionally. #myfirstpost


— Why are you upset about progesterone? I took it for both my girls. Mine was super low and was why I kept losing my babies.

— I feel as if I tried to “play God”. My stupid brain keeps asking me if my body is actually meant to carry a baby because of having 2 prior miscarriages. It’s just been getting me down. : (
I’ve had an emotional pregnancy- not very joyful because of lots of relationship issues and stuff, so it’s just my emotions ripping into my heart I guess.
Thank you for asking, I really appreciate it.❤️