So a couple months after my son was born I got put on Zoloft 25mg had to go up to 50mg now I think I…
So a couple months after my son was born I got put on Zoloft 25mg had to go up to 50mg now I think I need to go higher I have my moments where I break down and want nothing to do with these 2 kids and hide away. I called my husband a little bit ago just crying on the phone saying I think I need to go to the doctors again.. all he said was I'm sorry babe but care what you say they will get CPS incolved if you keep saying you want nothing to do with these kids.. he doesn't understand what depression does to someone!
KJ 🖤·
25 mg is a very small dosage in my experience, 50 is more like a normal low dose. i take 150mg & i used to take 200. id definitely talk to your doctor and see about raising your dosage to 100, maybe ask for something mild you could take as needed as well for those extra bad moments.
Jennyg51397··
They had me start the lowest dose to see how I would react to it then I said I need a higher dose this isn't making a difference! But what do you mean something mild to take when that happens??
Brittany Cline·
Мама двоих (младенец)
I feel like this sometimes! I don't want to get out of bed.. Don't want to eat.. I can fix something I thought I wanted and when its done it doesnt even look good anymore and I don't eat it.. I cry over everything.. My dirty laundry is piled up.. I have laundry I have to fold and I need to sweep and mop and clean house and I just cry thinking about having to do it.. I feel like a horrible wife and mother!!!! I am not on any meds... I asked my breastfeeding council about it she said that breastfeeding helps with the depression ... But idk
Jennyg51397··
Yup I get like that.. I don't want to do anything I got some laundry piled up! I'll cry because the house has toys everywhere or it's a little messy but don't feel like doing it. Everytime my son wakes up from a nap I just cry because I just wanna lay my head down and close my eyes for 30 mins.
Jennyg51397··
The kids arnt on the same nap schedules only bed time so I don't get a min to myself
🌸GoodVibeTribe🌸·
I definitely don’t believe they’re gonna take your kids over that unless you became agitated or something & they think you might hurt them. You being upset because some days you don’t wanna be around says you care far too much to hurt those babies. You’re recognizing the feelings & trying to stop them not feed into them. I’m sorry you’re getting hit so bad though cause I know that’s rough. I never got to that point but I was down pretty bad for a few months & I was scared I’d never be okay again. I didn’t wannna feel like that. But my birth control honestly seems to have helped a ton.
Jennyg51397··
Im on birth control too! It runs in my family my mom still takes it and my grandma had it bad. My mom's on a different kind than me.
🌸GoodVibeTribe🌸··
aww that sucks so much. I’m sorry you’re dealing with that❤️
Jennyg51397··
@goodvibetribe.xo thanks for talking to me 😊