Had a crazy disappointing day, dr appointment this am, 4cm 70% effaced, tested to see if my water…

Had a crazy disappointing day, dr appointment this am, 4cm 70% effaced, tested to see if my water was leaking, 2 tests at dr said yes it was leaking so sent to the hospital where they do another test then say no it’s not my water leaking 🤦🏻‍♀️😩 contractions were 7-10 mins apart but not making any changes..so home we went. Talk about a huge disappointment, had everything ready to go just to get sent home after being told I would be staying. Very anxious tonight and not feeling good so I think I’m going to give it a break tonight and take my anxiety pill which knocks me out and try to get some actual sleep then start fresh in the am to try and get him moving, figure it’s pointless to try too much tonight just to end up laying down and have it fizzle out since I won’t be active. So hopefully tomorrow will be better. He’ll be here soon I know but this start stop labor is really frustrating and confusing, giving my anxiety and makes me second guess everything I’m feeling. I feel like a crazy person. Long post but figured I’d give an update. 37 weeks as of yesterday. Here’s hoping for a better tomorrow.