so what do i call this place now? I have been through so much, and sometimes i need to talk about it, and ask for support. When dss takes someone or someones so precious to you, you die a little more inside everday without those special someone's. Right now i work overnight, because the other job im having to leave soon stopped putting me on thier schedule. Now I've just been working so much, and losing myself in my head daily. Why does it hurt so much? I just really miss them. I wished I had someone to talk to about it here, but now I feel like this place i used to call safe and free, is just another gossip group looking for drama. Not everyone here is, just alot of them.