July needs to hurry. My hormones are all over the place, I'm still lonely, & I'm tired of not being…

July needs to hurry. My hormones are all over the place, I'm still lonely, & I'm tired of not being able to work!! Lord if I could redo my life I would make better choices. This is not the life I wanted for myself. If yall are married or have loving bfs count your blessings, people like me pray I could find that plus more. Not looking for pity I just needed to vent I've been sad all day