So I find out I’m pregnant 9 weeks ago and can’t believe it, and spend all these weeks not…

So I find out I’m pregnant 9 weeks ago and can’t believe it, and spend all these weeks not acknowledging it whatsoever because it’s easy because I do not feel pregnant. Now all of a sudden yesterday I’ve got a huge baby belly AND I start feeling the baby move. Today I am feeling so pregnant and it’s all beginning to hit me. Another baby?! Another long pregnancy?! What have I done?!?😱😭