Only a couple more months and I get to start spending more time with horses again. Excited to introduce our lil girl to the horses. This stud muffin is Silver! He is 10. I use him for ranch work, riding lessons for older kids, barrel racing, and he is my therapy companion. We were separated for 4 months.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Short Luteal Phase? I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Starting TWW. Anyone else? I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.
Today's the day that we spent nearly 5 months of my pregnancy excitedly waiting for. Today's the day they told us he'd be born. It's hard to believe it's been 4 months since he was with us, four months of moving forward but never moving on. I honestly don't know that I believe everything happens for a reason anymore, but I do wholeheartedly believe that God can use all things for good, and my Enoch was the definition of good in this world. He only knew love, he never knew physical or emotional pain, and even though it's hard for me because I wanted him here with me more than anything, when he opened his eyes the first thing he saw was the face of Jesus. I've learned so many things on this journey. Patience, humility, strength, courage, resilience, compassion - but most importantly, I've learned that it's okay to be broken. I'll always be broken, but just like a mosaic created by shattered glass, I can piece my heart back together into something more beautiful than it was before. More loving, more kind, more humble.
So we are eligible for daycare but because of my so check stubs we now have to pay 900 dollars a month, my so makes about 800 more than I but because he pays the mortgage he said he is not helping with the daycare. Originally I paid daycare and all utilities. But now I am supposed to pay 100 more than his mortgage is, plus utilities I will be completely broke all month. Even if he paid daycare and the mortgage he would still have 1600 hundred a month where as I will have maybe 300 if that. I have never met anyone more selfish than he.
Jelly·
Omg he’s beautiful!!
Being ranchers Were y’all affected by the flooding or blizzard at all?
Lisa June··
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We had lots of calves born during the blizzard. We all pulled late nights and early morning feeding and making sure no babies froze. We thankfully didn’t loose any animals. The flooding hasn’t affected us, but with all the snow now melting and rain coming over the next couple weeks we will have flooding coming. Which our rivers will flood more and send more to the flood victims.
Jelly··
I’m glad you didn’t lose any animals! I’m down by where the flooding is my SO is a farmer. We are one of the lucky few and are on higher land though so it hasn’t affected us.