I have legit been binge watching labor and delivery vlogs on youtube like I haven’t been through this five times already it’s just each time is different for me and I get anxious and excited each time it’s comes
@ashleybradford92, same with me because I’m a crybaby at pain and I hate needles with a passion
@angeliquemitchell.1992 I couldn't say it better myself. My last was natural too😭. After my daughter I immediately told husband I wanted another later on( which of course didn't work out lol), after my son I told my husband never again. Every once in awhile I still catch myself on a video wondering if I'm crazy.
@ashleybradford92, the only natural delivery I had was with my son he was born at 36 weeks he seven now and that was the worst pain of my life I swear I would never do natural again the rest was inductions which was no better
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I'm guilty as well😂