
When Ivy was born and the lactation consultant told me they recommend breastfeeding until at least 6 months my first thought was “how the fuck?” Back then Ivy wasn’t latching on properly and my nipples were literally destroyed, I couldn’t breastfeed. Had to pump and bottle feed every time for the first month at least. I remember thinking “when will they heal” and “am I ever going to be able to actually breastfeed my baby?” Now look at me. It’s about to be 6 months on the 30th and honestly I didn’t think I’d make it this far. I’m pretty damn proud of myself.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
so my mom was telling me I should give my son baby cereal at night because at night is when he wants to eat the most. I haven't done it yet but who thinks its okay I was thinking doing it when he's two months!??
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.


I think I found my stroller for the first 6-12 months 🙈🙈🙈💓
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
Aww that’s great. Good for you mama.