39 weeks, my back has been hurting so bad, a lot of contractions but nothing close they always go…

39 weeks, my back has been hurting so bad, a lot of contractions but nothing close they always go away. Emotionally, I have been really depressed... seeing a lot of people having there baby and I am still waiting. I know baby will come when baby wants. But it’s still hurts watching all these women have there baby and I am still waiting to hold her. April 2nd I will be induced unless she comes before then. Seems like it’s going so slow. Ready to meet her. 😭😭