I just moved to Phoenix Az , and got my apartment but I’m not sure how I like it I feel so lonely I don’t know anyone and I never see any neighbors with kids.

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
We moved to Tucson a year ago and love it. I think it's like 2 hours from Phoenix. Our neighborhood is extremely quiet but there are tons of kids.
We're gonna move to another Neighborhood and we are going to be the only house on the block. I hope my kiddos can find someone to play with.