I feel so accomplished lol. I have been pumping non stop for 3 days now and barely getting more than a few drops but all of a sudden milk came in and is in full force!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Thats what happened to me. I tried pumping the day after i had my baby and gor barely anything then the next couple days my boobs got huge lol and i pumped a bunch of milk out. Then my boobs went flat 😒. Lol i was like woah ! I look good 😂😂.