hopefully someone can answer this question, it's my first time using this app and I'm pretty scared…

hopefully someone can answer this question, it's my first time using this app and I'm pretty scared to ask.

I have a 1 1/2 year old son and I feel some sort of disconnection with him and the role I have as a mom. I am not sure if it's PPD or some other sort of mental issue since I already have a mental illness. I'm just worried how badly it's affecting him since he has a few problems himself. I'm trying really hard to be in his life and was doing a good job parenting before, but I have been under a lot of stress lately so I don't know what to do.

My question is: How can I stay connected to my son and show him I love him? How can I help him with his issues and mine at the same time? Should I get a family therapist?

Soo scared, please help! #myfirstpost