Being a single parent doesn’t hit me until I’m tryna get both them ready to go , ayden crying , Aubs running around not listening , gotta make a bottle for ayden so he’ll stop , prop it up bc I gotta get Aubs ready , come back to ayden to burp him , he throws up , gotta change his whole outfit, then here come Aubs been in the toilet or dog bowl so I gotta change her too now ayden back crying bc I gotta put him down the list goes on . I swear I do it all day everyday just for my babies , but sometimes this parenting alone gets so fuckin hard that I wanna cry with them . I made a promise to my baby girl when she was born and that same promise was made to my son . I’ll never break that as long as it’s breath in my body .. It’s just .............didn’t think I’d be doing it alone 😔