Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Idk if its true or not but I will not b using Johnson n Johnson for my baby! I do know 2 women got cancer from their powder products, so I don't trust it!!!

Should I b upset that my mother in law is reaching out to her sons (my baby daddy) ex girlfriend wishing Her a happy birthday stating that she love and miss her inviting her n her mom out. ( mind you she never told me she loved me nor wished me a happy birthday the two years her son n I been together n I'm the soon to b mother of her only granddaughter). Just a lot of fake shit been going on. N that's all I needed to confirm everything about her. N I'm good. I don't think I need any of them to ...

I lost my son yesterday...

Idk what should I do ?🙄🙁should I get my baby circumsized? Or not what's ur comments hes got appointment for tomorrow!! I just don't want my baby to hurt n be n pain