Sooo I'm pregnant again and I honestly don't know how to feel this time around I went through so much carrying my first daughter. I Homeless lost my mother to cancer on mother's day my relationship with my brother cause of our partners and so much more...being pregnant literally traumatized me and I'm keeping my baby I just fear the process I was so alone I litterally hard to start my life over before I had my daughter. I'm scared 😔😭