I can tell its almost that time because laying down flat is no longer an option. I have to literally sleep propped up against the headboard smh

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I feel you, for the last week it’s been soooo hard for me to get to sleep ☹️ I might have my baby soon due to the estimated baby weight just this past Friday. Baby is estimated at 7lbs 5oz right now so I’m asking to be induced in two weeks! Hopefully my body will do it on its own but if not eviction anyways 😐