I am completely devastated. I rarely get to do anything for myself, and I’ve been feeling so insecure and like I don’t…

I am completely devastated. I rarely get to do anything for myself, and I’ve been feeling so insecure and like I don’t do much with myself anymore. For two months I’ve had the stuff to dye my hair silver. Anyone who’s had that hair color or knows about it, knows it takes much more work and supplies than any other color. I’ve been doing my hair for just over 12 hours now, and I feel defeated. I haven’t even completed it. All that’s been done is the bleaching, but I’ve always known how stubborn it’s been when it comes to that. I’ve done my hair more times than I can count, including bleaching it. My hair is white, blonde, orange, and brown all over. I have no way of fixing it at this point, so I’m stuck like this until I can find a ride (thanks to our vehicle no longer cooperating) to Sally’s and asking for a miracle to exchange the rest of the supplies (toners, purple shampoos, etc) for some other color, because lord knows I don’t have the money to fix this mess. What have I done? Someone just give me some positivity right now, please.