Been having a hard time lately dealing with postpartum since I had my son and that was two years ago I can’t seem to shake it and some days I don’t want to take my medicine because I don’t feel like I should I feel like this is something I’m suppose to over come I have to take this just so I can be able to everyday things smh man I can’t sleep at night because my mind just goes none stop some day I can’t eat , I don’t wanna get up and go to work or even do anything someday I find my self angry or sad, days it’s hard for me too even be a mother and I love my son dearly and I’m all he has. 😢. But this is one demon that I fight everyday that I can’t seem too beat I put a smile on my face everyday to make it look like I’m ok but I’m reality I’m not someday I don’t wanna be here but I know I have a child to live for. I’m soo broken that I don’t even know how to fix myself. 😣😔.