Its never and not ideal for a mother to put their kids through so much.

I am doing the best that i can do being pregnant and on complete bed rest i have no income rn my fiance had just started a new job and im screwed on my light bill which will be getting cut off tomorrow. Yes ive called programs and getting answers from "theres a waiting list", "we can only help with $20-40", "it had to be disconnected and you need half of it up front" i mean i cant shit out half of it i got rent and water coming up as well. What im trying to get to is how do i make it fun and exciting for a 5yr old, 2yr old and 1yr old. I know its not fun but to make it less of a worry for me? I am trying my best to come up with the money but there's no possible way in coming with it within tonight.