Please, PLEASE bring this up to your doc mama. AS SOON as you can, make an appointment. You ARE NOT ALONE in feeling the way you do and there is NO SHAME is speaking up about it girl. We're all here when you need a friendly ear though!
I’m sorry mama it’s tough i went through it too and honestly praying helped me more then i could possibly tell u and jsut surrounding yourself with positive things and people everyday it’s really hard I’m here if u ever wanna talk