The further I get into this pregnancy the more scared I get. I'm scared to get excited, attached. I…

I completely understand that. Ive had 3 miscarriages, my last one was last March. It's so hard to not think that'll happen again. I felt a little better as each week passed the week/day I had my miscarriages. 80% of my fear went away once I started feeling movement. It'll get better honey.

I'm so sorry you went through that. I had a daughter past away at 18 days old in NICU due to a rare syndrome. Until shes born and is healthy I'll have the fear of her not making it. My last daughter was a preemie 34 weeker.