I want another baby. But I want to wait a yr ..but still want one now. Pushing it off to find myself again. I lost it having my monster and in this relationship. I know it's better this way...but it doesn't stop the yearning of a do-over with a happy pregnancy this time. Ugh
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Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Me and hubs dont mind having ours close together so after the post partum period I said that if he gives me 4 natural cycles then we can throw caution to the wind we are going for 3 under 3 or 4 and then we stop for 2yrs to get them potty trained and in school then resume trying again we want a big family so yah