Why don't people understand me? Yes im not right emotionally, and I haven't since i found my father's body. Just because I got PTSD don't mean it will stop me from being a mom.
You will be a great mommy!! Just because you have PTSD and people don’t agree with you or understand you doesn’t mean you won’t be a great mommy. Don’t let it get to you. ☺️💖😙
My ptsd isn't from that sort of thing but I do understand what it does to you. My inbox is definitely open if you ever need someone to talk to.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Who agrees ?
Are you sure this is my child and do you love me = I don't trust you I don't want this child and you don't love me
I don't "fit in" anywhere 😂😂 I can't even fit in on a mom app
Tf wrong with me!?
I don't care what ppl think of me, but I'm seriously considering putting my baby up for adoption. I love her with all of heart, but doing this alone is hard. Every single night she just screams to the top of her lungs and I do everything to soothe her. I don't know what to do at all. I wish I had some kind of help. I don't have a single ounce of help. I don't know a single soul in Minnesota either.
This for the moms that don't like what I post don't comment
People are afraid of what they dont understand. I have PTSD and depression/anxiety. But ever since i found out i was pregnant i decided i needed to let go of the past and focus on my new future. I even agreed on a mental evaluation before and after birth. I have tried to keep it between me and my SO out of fear of not being understood and being seen as unfit. i think thats what has helped me be confident in my power to overcome my obstacles. Losing my son in any way would kill me. Good luck in your future and dont be afraid to seek help when you need it.