Why don't people understand me? Yes im not right emotionally, and I haven't since i found my father's body. Just because I got PTSD don't mean it will stop me from being a mom.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Who agrees ? Are you sure this is my child and do you love me = I don't trust you I don't want this child and you don't love me
Since everyone is telling me to.. Here it is.. Well on mom life you stated your procedure was for a hole in your stomach.. But on instagram you "kicked cancers ass" and basically had throat cancer?.. I don't like liars!! Why lie?! I lost the people i loved most to cancer! That's not something to fucking joke about! I lost all respect for you! And if you really do have cancer why lie on mom life saying it was for a hole in your stomach?it just makes no sense to me!
I don't "fit in" anywhere 😂😂 I can't even fit in on a mom app Tf wrong with me!?
I don't care what ppl think of me, but I'm seriously considering putting my baby up for adoption. I love her with all of heart, but doing this alone is hard. Every single night she just screams to the top of her lungs and I do everything to soothe her. I don't know what to do at all. I wish I had some kind of help. I don't have a single ounce of help. I don't know a single soul in Minnesota either.
Jaz·
People are afraid of what they dont understand. I have PTSD and depression/anxiety. But ever since i found out i was pregnant i decided i needed to let go of the past and focus on my new future. I even agreed on a mental evaluation before and after birth. I have tried to keep it between me and my SO out of fear of not being understood and being seen as unfit. i think thats what has helped me be confident in my power to overcome my obstacles. Losing my son in any way would kill me. Good luck in your future and dont be afraid to seek help when you need it.
Michelle 🇵🇷·
You will be a great mommy!! Just because you have PTSD and people don’t agree with you or understand you doesn’t mean you won’t be a great mommy. Don’t let it get to you. ☺️💖😙
lexi·
My ptsd isn't from that sort of thing but I do understand what it does to you. My inbox is definitely open if you ever need someone to talk to.