It’s been a rough three weeks, three weeks ago my cousin my first best friend ever was brutally murdered and I was literally talking to her the day of and was getting all exited for my baby shower coming up next Saturday and how she can’t wait to meet my daughter and how we can’t wait to raise our babies together. I feel like I’m taking it a lot harder then the rest of my family but I’m probably not, I just wish she was still here to experience everything with me that she has with her son. I know she’s watching down on us but still hurts I’ll never hear her laugh or her stupid comments that don’t make sense .23 days till I get to meet my baby girl I hope my cousin will be with me in spirit when I’m delivering 💞
I’m sorry for your loss, I hope they caught whoever did it and that person pays for what they did their entire life. I often wonder why people do these things and why they thought they had the right. May your cousin Rest In Peace. I’m sure she will be with you when you deliver your precious angel plus she will always be there in your heart.
No words can ease your pain cherish every memory and moment you 2 shared
And know that her memory and spirit will live on through her son, you and your family
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
I’m so sorry for your loss. My best friends sister in law was murdered a week after her baby shower and 2 weeks before her wedding. She wanted to cancel, but they realized that giving the family something to celebrate would help with the grief.