If you ever need to talk I'm here. My daughter had CHD too. I know exactly what you are going through and how hard it is.

Special needs children are the best. My husband was a hospice care nurse for some special needs children and i was a para in a special needs class room. Trust me i know the frustrations. My husband is partially deaf and he found that it helped to teach sign language. I remember getting my hair pulled and beat a lot. Its part of special needs but it doesnt mean the child doesnt like you. It has a lot to do with patience and patience can and will run thin sometimes. Some would say its part of parenting. Ive found its essentially part of life ita just not easy. Especially when you need and want answers. Life can be rough but thats what makes life so interesting. In time youll find the little things like random hugs can make your struggles worth while. Keep pushing mama bear. You got this

Im here if you need to talk