It's setting in that after Wednesday I won't be able to have anymore babies! 😭 if it wasn't for my complications I…

It's setting in that after Wednesday I won't be able to have anymore babies! 😭 if it wasn't for my complications I wouldn't even consider this surgery, but I need to do what's best for me and my health (well being) for once lol I'm to busy taking care of everyone else I sometimes forget to take care of myself.. Hopefully this surgery takes away all the pain I'm in constantly! Not looking forward to it though 😩😣