I took all 4 kids out for some fun today and I’m stuck between being proud of myself for doing it. And being mad that it’s just me! One parent. Running a one parent household. I never imagined this would be my life but I gotta live it anyhow. 🤦🏽♀️😩
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Be proud of yourself. I wouldn’t have done it they would’ve had to invent a new game to play in the house lol jk. But seriously you’re a good mom better than most. Don’t forget your own advice god only gives us what he knows we can bare. Gods got you and those babies covered with his love don’t forget that ever.